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someone close to me just fucked me... i am not angry just sad and hurt... he fucked me over someone who is not important to me... nor him...he feels that i have a problem with my attitude... i feel that this person is not important to me that is why i am nonchalant abt the whole thing abt that person... so does that equate to my attitude abt my life... and all i wanted when i called him up was to have a nice chat with him... but we never got to that...cos we just never got to talking abt ourselves... just this one person...he fucked me and i didn't see it coming and i cannot understand his big reaction. Hurtfully when i said i dun have any ulterior motive.. he said i dunno... meaning there might be... i am really hurt to hear this from him... i feel like crying...