1 june 2008

i had a weird dream yesterday morning or afternoon however you want to think, i slept at about 5am and woke up at 2.30pm cos i was afraid to sleep...

i dreamt that a guy friend i just got to know recently passed out and i was crying extremely heart broken... yes it was a disturbing dream... cos i had a similar dream a long time ago without the face... but i had no idea why i had the same dream again and this time there was a face.

And the thought of getting together with this guy has never crossed my mind.. but since that dream i have been thinking about him... wondering how to tell him about this weird dream and get him to go for a check up.. but i think he would be so freaked out.. cos i am

only 1 person knows the entire story and how i feel... i can't just tell anyone... because its just too weird and freaky even for myself...