10 jan 2008

mm... i just checked in to my hotel room in lahore, a peaceful state in pakistan..
and the questions that have been bugging me for years are still on my mind..

what is life to you?
someone mentioned that life is all about responsibilities...is that true?
maybe for the believer of that it is true.
what about for me?
life is full of learning and experiences and building of intangibles... somehow... its not monetary gain. but rather relationships with people that seems so much fuller.. but can this also be interpreted as the need for others to fill up one's void in life or to make one feel complete when one should not be needing others to do that, because that would signify one as inadequate?

yes.. i still feel that its best that one feel complete and fulfilled because that would be more forever than forever dependence on another or others so as to feel complete..

what would be the next adventure i would want to plunge into... i want to still go on a learning journey and at the same time start and do more for Accessories Garden... its going to be a love child for me...i am not sure will it take off.. but i like it, because i get to know many other babes and exchange ideas.. and of course the benefits are endless and there could also be surprises..

but i think i would want to look at it more as a passion and hobby rather than money making scheme... but if money does come it, why not?

i have to still constantly remind myself to loosen up and not be so uptight about the very thing my heart desires, because others cannot match up to me.. i jump too fast in thoughts and everyone of them i met or meet is very careful and some seem to be wary not like i am not... but i really have to back off and not think. There is no value in it to keep thinking.. it just creates more pressure for me...

let loose babe and chill.. whatever will be will be...love and respect and value yourself in everything that you do for yourself and for others.. acknowledge the fact that you have contributed to others however small or big in their lives... and remember you do mean something to others and those who gets to know of this blog means something to me too.


smile!! look up!! the world will be a brighter place with another smiley face. :)