30dec2007

As 2008 gets nearer... i am feeling more and more mixed up... sometimes good and sometimes a little low... i dunno...

but i've decided to remove him from my block contacts.. its ok.. things happen for a reason.. he behaved like that because of who he is and my being with him, maybe it was not enough.. but whatever the case is, i don't want to think about it..

and the present i really want though it still hasn't come, but its ok... it will come one day that i know.

i just have to be more patient and wait. i know i deserve it. and maybe it's just that i don't realise, but it may just be around the corner.. haha

maybe, just maybe 2008 is the year.