clubbing and life

I've been out clubbing twice this week with lynn.. with caroline on wed and lily on sat.. and i had fun.. been ages since i had this kind of fun.. i guess everyone needs an outlet...a place to recharge to let go ouf the everyday problems of life... i love the music and letting the rhythm flow in my veins along with my blood and allowing my body to move to the pulsating beat of the rhythm..to forget the happenings of the world for that period of time where for that split second its as though i have crossed over to another zone where life is it just there all about being free and relief of all the duties one has as an adult...

yesterday was hilarious... there was these 3 young boys who kept trying to rub themselves up against our ass.. i kept elbowing them to push them back... haha.. and among the 3 of us we laughed about how shocked they will be if they find out we are probably 10 years older than them.. those 3 look to me only abt 17 or 18.. they will probably be speechless ... haha

i remembered that an actress said this to her young nephew in a show, " the biggest difference between an adult and a child is that an adult has to be responsible and answer to other people as well.." somehow i feel that it is true.. and i guess it struck a chord with me mostly because when i understood things, i always knew that i never wanted to grow up... maybe because i do not want to have to be answerable to other people...by other people i mean my family and friends whom i care about.

another question i have is that when u really care about something or someone, there will be urgency right? unless the peson u care about or you yourself need time to work things out right? if that is the case the best thing would be to be honest and tell the person right? mmm...life is free and happy.. don't make it confusing haha