for the first time in my life i took a stand for myself
and even though i feel like crying, i think its good
i am standing up to him and all the pain he caused because
i was always hiding and shunning away. i was ashamed of it.
and till today i still defend him. i am not gg to do that anymore.
i am gg to look at him and know that truthfully he is really selfish and irresponsible.
and i will stop making excuses for him and stop making excuses for my stupidity.
i was stupid, naive and trusting and loving towards the wrong person. No reason why i cannot
still trust and love another without the stupidity and naivness. the destination i am heading for
is looking for the happiness, security,love, trust and a solid feel of life. Nothing flighty, guessing, unsure
or unknown.
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