time flies.. alot of things happened for me in 2006. There was a good mix of the good and bad. Mostly life changing events i feel... the most life changing one i feel was when my grandmother passed away.
We are close. I love her alot..i still miss her. i always wanted to bring her for a holiday but could not because she had difficulty walking. Also there would probaby b violent objections fr the aunties and uncles.
I miss the way she blow dry my hair for me. She made me feel like a princess. I really do miss her.
I miss trimming her nails for her. I miss her cooking. I miss her telling me about the neighbours and how proud she sounds when she tells her neighbours this is my granddaughter.
But it is also because of her that i am closer to my mum than ever before. She made me realise how. You never know when they leave. Departure does not necessarily mean split up. It its life, people come and people go. Some leave a deeper print in our lives, some maybejust leave a hurried print. Whatever the choice they make is up to them, i do my best and my part to show them i care only if i do.
Do people change very easily? Is it really because when we age we can see some things happening even before they do? I never wanted to grow up. I want to be the forever child. Then i would not have to understand and see so many things.
If it is really true that we see things and situations happening even before they do because of experience, sometimes i just wish i am more ignorant. Ignorance is pure bliss. What u do not know can't hurt you. I rather wish i don't know sometimes. If knowledge is power, why do people still make the same old mistakes again and again?
I am tired.
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