Esto es la vida

...sigh.. exam dates drawing near... but i am still not consistent in studying.. a couple of stuffs gg on together in my life.. sometimes i wonder if i have taken on more than i can handle.. i believe in myself and know that i can..but at times i jus want to give up.. and surrender..at times i jus want to sit and slack for a while... jus a while to get my mind and thoughts clear of stuffs... so that i will feel revived again aft emptying the vessel.. the vessel needs to be cleared all the time...

no i am not being extreme emo.. jus a little.. wait actually it feels shit... the f... thing that is bothering me is ....