Sunday, November 05, 2006

NEW FOCUS

I have decided... i shall not focus or think or try so hard on something that i have absolutely no control especially when its not a one man show. it takes two to clap. sometimes my hand is extended sometimes the other party has his hand extended, but what the situation calls for is for both hands to be extended at the same time.. however sometimes the hand extension is just a fake action because some people think its funny and some think its exciting.. well i don't want to play and i am not about to join in this kind of meaningless games.. i have no time for that. who has never gone thru a bad patch in life or relationship? it is life that we fall and we get up, so we learn to appreciate the good things in our life. if u are scared all the time and just want to sit down and not get up, you will never learn the good things that lies ahead of you.

well u want to play games? i can play with you but are you up to it? i will make you regret. i have done it before. even if it takes years. i wish i could say revenge is sweet, but that is not how it happened. all i do is live a better life for myself so people who really care about me will not worry too. and then they regret because i move on and up while some of them still remain back there.

maybe it sounds bitter, but i am not feeling bitter, i am just saying what is has had happened.

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