no... i haven't been feeling good for a very long time.. what is it with life? must everyone suffer from sever pain? some gets it more than others? i wish i am free from problems.. i just want a quiet and peaceful life... what i had wished for and dreamt of i wouldn't dare think of it ever again.. it comes with a lot of pain and anguish.. go into a nunnery...but my folks will be very very upset.... and it is only escaping if i were to do something like that...a little bird told me she went out with another bird on two separate dates...but no strings attached.. but this little bird is lucky cos she always has someone around her..to make her laugh.. when she is sad she also has someone there... i am getting tired of being tough.. but it is not easy to be a softie.. i have been one for so many years..